Meeting OPN

Tuesday, June 29, 2010

Only the 2nd official day of vacation and I am having trouble adjusting from the high demands of school in June to the void of any and all routine at home. I am free falling into the vacuum of meeting other peoples needs while trying to figure out what my own needs are and how they are going to be met. In summers past, I have been in denial about the necessity to put a plan in place for my own needs, only to hit rock bottom in early August when I learn that no one is going to take care of ME except for ME. So as I chauffeured children around today, fixed food, cleaned up messes, did laundry and fed the dog that is not mine...I tried to mentally sort some things out. Not sure where I am going or how I am going to get there...but hope I make it with my sanity in tact. ~Sue